| ill pour buckets of salt on your endings. |
[Aug. 5th, 2009|08:20 pm] |
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Are you the youngest, middle, or oldest sibling?
-the oldest.
What’s the last beverage you consumed?
-water
What color shirt are you wearing?
-a greenish tank top type thing
Whose house were you at last besides your own?
-probably ashleys
Could you go out in public, looking like you do now?
-i could, i wouldnt though
Have you ever skipped school just because you were tired?
-yeah. lol
Is your room ever clean?
-maybe once or twice a month
Are you an aunt or uncle?
-I better not be
What were you doing at 8 this morning?
-sleeping
What does your last text message say?
-"did you enjoy it"
Last person you argued with?
-probably my sister
Have you ever walked on the beach at night?
-yes
When is the next time you'll hug someone?
-probably tomorrow night
Have you ever slept in the same bed as your friend?
-yes i have
Who was the last person you spoke on the phone for over an hour?
-i havent spoken to some for over an hour in over a year
Is there someone you want to fight?
-nah
Can you sleep without blankets covering you?
-depends, rarely
Anyone of the opposite sex been on your mind lately?
-yes
Are you an emotional person?
-very
Have you made a mistake this past week?
-i am human
Do you drink tea?
-i loooove sweet tea
Have you ever slept in the same bed as your #1 ?
-my number one is my sister so yes
Could you go a month without talking to your best friend?
-i do not have a best friend, so thats easily a yes
If you could go back 6 months and change something would you?
-yeah sure
Where did you go in a car last?
-ummmm...up to tucson
Have you held hands with somebody in the last 24 hours?
-no, i never hold hands with people
Have you ever dated someone who all your friends hated?
-no...not really
Does the last person who put their arm around you mean anything to you?
-no one has put their arm around me
Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
-yes
Do you want someone dead?
-nah
What are you looking forward to this weekend?
-ummm. church
What are you listening to right now?
-malcom in the middle theme song
Do you want children?
-yes, very much so
Who are you going to marry?
-ahahahaha. i dont think ill ever get married
Have you ever ran away?
-for like an hour
When was the last time something bothered you?
- today
Do you know any German words?
-yes, I took german for 2 years, though i cheated everyday
What's the first thing that pops into your head when you think of last summer?
-missouri
What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
-water
Are you mad at anyone?
-nah not really
What was the weather like on your birthday?
-i dont remember
Does it matter if your bf/gf smokes?
-yes, i wont date someone who smokes |
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| The best thing on the planet. |
[Aug. 3rd, 2009|12:49 pm] |
And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away.
revelation 21:4 |
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| Sadie Hawkins Dance. |
[Jul. 5th, 2009|06:54 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
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Pick an artist, and using ONLY SONG TITLES from only that artist, cleverly (preferably) answer these questions. This is harder than it seems!
ADDITIONAL RULE: You cannot use the same artist I did, or duplicate song titles even if they were performed by another artist.
My artist is Relient K
1. Are you a male or female: Mood Rings (yeah lol i know im not supposed to say anything..but they have nothing else. lol)
2. Describe yourself: Who I Am Hates Who Ive Been
3. How do you feel about yourself: No Reaction
4. Describe your ex boyfriend/girlfriend: Deathbed
5. Describe your current boy/girl situation: The One Im Waiting For
6. Describe your current location: Where Do I Go From Here
7. Describe where you want to be: The Truth
8. Your best friend is: Falling Out
9. Your favourite colour is: The Lining Is Silver
10. You know that: I Need You
11. What's the weather like: High of 75
12. If your life was a television show what would it be called: Forward Motion
13. What is life to you: Chapstick, Chapped Lips, and Things Like Chemistry
14. What is the best advice you have to give: Maintain Consciousness
15. If you could change your name what would it be: The Pirates Who Dont Do Anything |
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| A Long Time Ago, We Used To Be Friends. |
[Jun. 30th, 2009|03:36 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | excited. =D | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Anne Anne Anne Anne Anne | ] |
If I looked on the bed next to you, what would I find?
-usually my laptop and cellular device
Do you go to the bathroom with the door open or closed?
-depends on if someones home or not
Are your underwear and socks folded in your drawer or just thrown in?
-thrown in man. lol
Sleep on your back or stomach?
-tummy or back
Are you a cuddler?
-i love to cuddle
What would I find if I looked UNDER your bed?
-umm...just boxes and random pieves of clothes
Something that happened today that made you angry?
-my shirt got kinda messed up
What were you doing before this survey?
-watching wife swap
What will you do after the survey?
-go over to Lauras and have our Anne day
Marriage or living together?
-Marriage
What shirt are you wearing now?
-Relient K
Do you sing?
-I do...doesnt mean I can
Do you de-label your beer bottles?
-I dont drink beer
Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
-depends
Is there something you regret and wish you could take back?
-yeah
First thing you do when you wake up?
-check my phone to see what time it is
Ever had surgery?
-nope
Last argument you got into with?
-probably with my sister
Do you tend to rip the paper off water bottles?
-yeah. i just do it without thinking.
What's one good thing about your best friend?
-Hes always there for me no matter what and he believes in the Lord with his whole heart
How long does it take for you to fall asleep at night?
-a long long time
Current song on myspace?
-a long time ago we used to be friends
When you shut off your alarm clock, do you tend to fall back asleep?
-sometimes
If you were given the chance to take care of a monkey for a weekend, would you?
-heck yeah
What is the current advertisement on the side of the screen?
-Arts Institute
What are you looking forward to in the next few months?
-Starting College
It's midnight. Who are you texting?
-Presence, Jade, Jacob, Rob
It's Wednesday afternoon, where are you usually?
-at home
Honestly, if you could have ANYONE in the world, who would it be?
-.......
Your Christmas list consists of?
-nothing really
You're going to New York for school shopping, where do you go first?
-ummmm i wouldnt go there
You need a new pair of jeans, what store do you go to first?
-wal mart
How do you feel about your hair?
-i like it
What movie is in your DVD player?
-Harry Potter
If you could move away, no questions asked, where would you move?
-Philippines
How much do looks matter to you in a guy/girl?
-it really doesnt
What's the greatest thing that happened to you today?
-I realized its Anne day
How many TRUE best friends do you have?
-2: Daniel and Jacob
What would you change about your life right now?
-Nothing
What’s the best feeling in the world?
-Jesus' Love |
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| Ladies and gentlemen may i have your attention palease!? |
[Jun. 26th, 2009|09:12 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | sweeny | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | The Contest | ] |
Do you ever wonder what things would be like if you made a different choice?
-Sometimes but i am where i am because of those choices.
Have you kissed someone with braces?
-nope. never kissed anyone
Do you sing in the shower?
-if i have the ipod on.
What is the wallpaper on your phone?
-me and sibling
What is the last movie you saw in a theater?
-UP with Nick. that was a very sad movie.
Would life be the same without alcohol?
-I dont need alcohol
Do you like being single?
-i actually prefer it right now.
Would you date someone you didn't find attractive?
-you hafta have some attraction i say that. but i find attractiveness in different things.
When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off?
-either or
Would you rather go camping or spend a day at the spa?
-camping
Do you like to wear formal wear?
-no. not at all.
Have you ever been called arrogant?
-yeah. =[
What does your 18th text message say and who's it from?
-"Cool, I like that color" from Presence
Do you look at the keyboard when you type?
-nope
Does it bother you when people respond to you with one word?
-it depends on who the person is
Have you seen the last person you texted naked?
-oh presence. no
What do you do to relieve stress?
-Snap.
Would you ever date somebody that was the same sex as you?
-no.
Last time you talked to your number two?
-umm. earlier.
Is there someone you used to talk to everyday that you don't talk to at all now?
-yeah. a lot of people.
Do you think you're a good person?
-I guess...
Do you feel more comfortable talking to someone on the internet than in real life?
-depends.
Do you believe in true love?
-i believe God has someone for everyone.
Do you think people talk about you behind you're back?
-dont doubt it
When's the last time you had a sour gummy worm?
-i dont remember man
Whats your favorite fruit?
-watermelon
If there was a fire, what would be the first thing you would grab?
-bible
Do you have a picture of yourself doing a cartwheel?
-i cant do a cartwheel
Have you ever tried to build something?
-yes
Do you play with legos?
-heck yeahhh!!!
Do you play with barbies?
-nope not at all.
Who's your favorite Disney Princess?
-Belle
Would you rather have blue skin or purple skin?
-purple!!!!
Have you eaten snow?
-yeah
Do you have a fuzzy pen?
-yes i do
Do you fix your bed?
-nope. lol
Do you wear slippers?
-nope
Did you ever open a lemonade stand?
-kinda. i opened up a rock selling stand
Were you or are you in ballet?
-i was
What smiley best represents you?
- I not have one
Do you have a "wacky noodle"?
-no
Do you watch Spongebob?
-nope I cant stand spongebob
Have you ever been to Jamaica?
-nope
Have you ever tried gluing your fingers together?
-i succeeded
Can you skip stones?
-nope. lol not at all.
Have you ever made out with someone who was high?
-never kissed anyone
What were you doing at 6 PM yesterday?
-playin with my hair
Who is your favorite person to talk to when your down?
-Jesus
Do you crack your knuckles?
-yepss
Has anyone ever spelled your name wrong?
-all the time
Would you rather have roommates or live alone?
-live alone. ima hermit
Without saying names, whats one thing about the last person you kissed?
-.......................
Are you counting down for anything?
-nope
Do you own anything that's tie-dyed?
-yeps
What's your favorite breakfast meal?
-sausage mcmuffin
When's the last time you had fast food?
-yesterday
Will you be in a relationship next month?
-doubt it and dont wanna
Are you nice to everyone?
-i try to be
Could you go for chicken sandwich with some waffle fries?
-oh heck yeah.
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| its a change. |
[Jun. 22nd, 2009|10:36 pm] |
i can not believe how much change has been happening in my life lately. I lost 2 best friends that ive had for 5 years. I moved on from the youth group that has been my home for the last 4 years. I graduated from high school and am now in college classes. I started going to the college and career group at the church. Ive become some much more engrossed into God. im learning what to continually pray without ceasing means. Im at ease with who I am and my body. Im actually starting to like what i look like which has never been true before. I know what I wanna do with my life but im willing to change that for whatever God wants. Its crazy because i never have been this at ease before with my life. God has given me something to hold onto and look forward to. He has helped me not fall into my temptations....which there have been a lot of. He has given me everything. Im so happy. and its a change. |
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| after long deliberation. |
[Jun. 15th, 2009|09:49 pm] |
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| | content with life. | ] |
im totally okay with how everything went down. she doesnt wanna be friends thats her deal. i tried to be the strong supportive friend but she would rather choose him. thats fine and dandy. I have God on my side and thats all ill ever need. I also have Jacob and even though daniel is a jerk half the time I have him too. =D Yeah it will continue to hurt but tis only a season right? Well off to watch a love comes softly marathon |
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| you know what... |
[Jun. 5th, 2009|07:16 pm] |
scratch that whole last blog.
friends....
all they bring is heartache. |
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| My name is sarah. |
[Jun. 5th, 2009|01:23 am] |
and I think that i ruined my life for good. Lately, things have been seeming to just go so wrong. I seem to have walked away from God further and further everyday. I do things with guys i never thought possible for me. I have lost every best friend I have ever had. Im just screwing up every moment of everyday and i wish i could just start my life over and take all of it back but i know I cant. I wish i could rewind time and not be such a jerk to chelsea. i wish i could trust myself to let people in like brenda, or jacob. I wish that I could not do what i have done all because i have this addiction. I wish I could be a person worth enough to have daniel love her unconditionally, but as it is, Im not worthy or him or any of my friends and as much as they think they know whats going on. they dont. and i can not bring myself to admit it to anyone.
I dont trust people. at all. and because of this i am losing people left and right. I used to be able to trust so easily, but then people screwed it up. hardcore. and I know that I shouldnt hold it against my friends because if anything they proved to me that i could trust people, but i couldnt get myself to learn to trust again after what happened. I cant.
I wish I was able to sleep at night and not be plauged by the thoughts i get every night in my mind. The nightmares that seem to plauge me after what happened.
Im ashamed of myself of what ive become, what goes on at night. How far ive allowed it to go. How far ive allowed myself to get from God. I always say that i wont do this thing again, but i always turn back to it. Im worthless, and im scared of what will happen to me. I dont want to be this person anymore.
I know that this post is way confusing and doesnt mean much. thats why im glad i dont have any friends on this thing. I just needed to write this and get it out so that it wasnt in my head anymore.
Chelsea: Im sorry for being who I have become lately and allowing us to drift apart the way we did.
Brenda: Im sorry i havent let you in lately, if I could I would go back to last year. I know the day this all started. they day i became the worst friend in history. Im truely sorry.
Jacob: I miss you, and I cant believe I have done the things Ive done to you. I want to let you in but im scared of what you will think when you see exactly who I have become lately.
And Daniel: I dont even know where to begin. With what i have been doing to you. I want to let you in, Ive been trying but every time I do you pull back so I have no idea what to do, so i become rude and mean and I dont mean it. I want to let you in daniel. but you have no idea how much having you know anything about me scares me that you will leave me.
good bye for tonight.
-Sarah. |
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| Originality is a ghost town. |
[Jun. 3rd, 2009|11:13 pm] |
Go to your music player, set it to shuffle/random, and answer the following questions with the title of the FIRST song that you skip to each time. No cheating!
If you reached the top of Mount Everest, you would scream:
Song: Your Eyes.
Artist: Rent
Comment: Am I jumping off of this mountian? because that sounds nice right now.
The next time you stand up in front of a group of people, you'll say:
Song: One day ill fly away
Artist: Nicole Kidman
Comment: And this is very, very, very, very true.
Your favorite thing to say when drunk is:
Song: Deliever Me
Artist: David Crowder
Comment: I guess? the lyrics sorta fit.
Your message to the world:
Song: Hold Me
Artist: Nate Huss
Comment: Okay, um not really.
When you think of your best friend you think:
Song: Keeping Me Alive
Artist: The Afters
Comment: This is true. they are the only people keeping me alive at the moment.
Your deepest secret:
Song: Let it Flow
Artist: Jeff Deyo
Comment: I dont understand this. but okay.
Your innermost desire:
Song: Tell Me
Artist: Jonah33
Comment: Wow, this fits perfectly. =D
Your oldest memory makes you think:
Song: Hope For Every Fallen Man
Artist: Relient K
Comment: My oldest memories are of church so its cool.
Somewhere in your wedding vows, you'll include:
Song: Oil + Water
Artist: Majandra DelFino
Comment: Goodness gracious I hope not
On your deathbed, you'll whisper:
Song: Sound of Melodies
Artist: Leeland
Comment: I can see me talking about Jesus while im die, duh I will be going to see Him. =D
Your friends say behind your back:
Song: A Merrage
Artist: Coldplay
Comment: its more like im a backstabber
You say behind your friends back:
Song: Come Together
Artist: The Beatles
Comment: kinda the opposite effect of what you wanted.
Your opinion of MySpace:
Song: Save Me From Myself
Artist: Brian Welch
Comment: You do tend to get wrapped up in that thing.
When you wake up in the morning, you mutter:
Song: Overhead
Artist: Hyper Static Union
Comment: No Idea.
If you found yourself lost on a desert island, you'd yell:
Song: Kick it Off
Artist: Capital Lights
Comment: I would find it a time to party. lol
Right now, your feelings are:
Song: The Truth
Artist: Relint K
Comment: Quite accurate, the truth about who I am is coming out.
What's your excuse for reposting this:
Song: Silent Night
Artist: Relient K
Comment: It is pretty quiet in my house.
Your life's soundtrack:
Song: Dean Man
Artist: Jars of Clay
Comment: It feels like that lately
The day you fall in love will be the day that:
Song: Run and Tell That
Artist: Hairspray
Comment: To bad I dont think that type of love exists.
You Scream During Sex:
Song: Your Grace Is Enough
Artist: Matt Maher
Comment: Ahahahahahahaha.
Your farewell message to the readers of this :
Song: Falling Out
Artist: Relient K
Comment: It works |
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| Who I am. |
[Jun. 3rd, 2009|10:53 pm] |
I am someone who seems to ruin everything she touches. Loses every friend shes ever had, makes everyone she knows want to just up and leave. I dont know where my life went so wrong. I dont know when I took everything and just shook it to make things go outta order. Im so lost in my life. Everywhere I turn there is drama or hurt or heartache. I dont know what to do about it anymore. I wish I could just rewind time and just let everyone know how truely sorry I am and how much I wish I could take back everything that ive done. I dont think ill ever be able to make things right again. Why did I let things get like that. |
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